(woops - I've just looked at the preview of this post and I DO harp on a bit)
OK, so this is going to go on a bit, as it's the first time I've written it down and there's a fair old amount to say.
The following happened when I was between the ages of 14-17, I'm guessing (I'm now 40) so many moons ago...
I lived in a little village in the Lincolnshire Wolds in a large, old house which my dad had renovated. It had originally been one house, then split in to 2, with the larger portion being the village post office/shop and the smaller end being a private residence. When my parents bought it, it was a shell and needed total renovation to turn it back in to a habitable space.
The upper floor of the house had 3 bedrooms, mine being in the middle. My parents had an ensuite at their end of the house and my brother and I shared a bathroom at the other end of the house.
Weird things started happening when I was around 14/15, but nothing too 'out there' - for example, if I couldn't sleep I would put the radio on, very quietly, but just for a bit of backround noise. One night I was lying there at about 2am and there was a U2 concert being played by Radio 1. I had listened to it earlier that week and it was a repeat. This time, however, I'm lying in bed and whilst the songs that I've recently heard are playing, a little girl's voice comes on the radio and starts singing this little song. She wasn't singing along to U2 but I wasn't paying full attention so didn't take note of what it was she was singing, but then she giggles and says 'oops! hee hee, I've forgotten the words!' and then radio goes back to U2. Ok, fine. Static/weird connections/frequencies... thought not that much of it. It was odd enough to remember but didn't freak me out so at some point I drift off to sleep.
A few months later, again I cant sleep, so having recently read somewhere that the direction in which you lie in your bed can affect how well you sleep, I decided to put my head where my feet would normally go (so I would now be facing my bedroom door and the sash window is say 6ft behind my head), and my feet are up at the headboard end of the bed (which is adjacent to a wall). Now I KNOW I wasn't asleep (I try to be as rational as possible) as I was having some awful thoughts about my dad and some fling I had a feeling he was having with a woman in the village. It was just playing round my mind and I was getting quite anxious about it. I must point out that the lights are off, I'm lying on my back with the duvet pulled up to just under my chin and my arms are under the duvet but my hands are tucked up, resting on my shoulders (like chicken wings!) - this was rememberable in itself, as I used to only ever sleep on my side with the duvet covering my exposed ear.
So, I'm lying there in the dark, eyes closed, worrying, when I hear breathing (deep, slow heavy breathing), and footsteps. The footsteps walk past me, go to the sash window, rattle it as if checking it's secure, then the footsteps and breathing get closer, to right behind my head. Two hands gently but firmly press where my hands are (up by my shoulders, covered in duvet) for a couple of seconds and then the footsteps/breathing head away from me, towards my door. I wasn't worried as I assumed it was my mum coming to tuck me in. I'm 15, remember. My mum hasn't tucked me in for years. So I remember thinking how lovely it was that she would do that randomly. I open my eyes to say goodnight, but... the door never opens. I sit bolt upright, switch on the light and figure out that something really weird has just happened. Go in to my parents' room and my mum is fast asleep. Leg it downstairs and my dad is asleep in front of the TV (watching Zulu, so he's been there a while). He wakes up, I ask him if he's just been upstairs and no, he's been asleep for ages. Little brother is staying at a friends. So.... by this point I've realised something odd has just happened and I grab a camping mattress and sleep at the foot of my mum and dad's bed because there's no way I'm going back in my room. Absolutely terrified. My parents don't believe in anything 'woo' and there was no way I could convince them that something weird had happened.
From that night on, for the next two years that we lived in that house, I slept with the light on every single night. I also propped my door open with anything heavy as I was too petrified to be in there alone. Odd things continued, which I'm going to bullet point, as if not, i'll be typing all night:
- someone/thing used to tie my shoelaces of my running trainers together. I started to notice it and I thought I was actually going mad. I was so convinced that I was just not noticing how I'd take my trainers off in the evening, that every night I used to write down in a note book how I'd left them. Without fail, every morning for months, they'd either have the bows done up, or the trainers would be tied together. Sometimes I decided to 'play' with this 'thing' in the house and I would tie them up myself (note down that I had done so) and in the morning they'd be untied!
- Again, I was listening to Radio 1 one evening and it was the Evening Session with Steve Lamaq... I was quite an indie kid, and I was recording the program on to a tape (brand new tape, out of the plastic, put in to tape deck). Then this hardcore techno started playing and I remember thinking to myself 'I should get up and stop recording this cos I hate techno' and just as I had that thought, the tape player clicked and it stopped recording! I got up to investigate. Tape seems fine, not stuck/jammed/unravelled, no power cut etc. I rewind the tape and play it back and there, instead of indie/techno was a man's voice (god Ive got shivers right now) slowing slurring words - if it had have been a defective tape I would have thought there would at least have been backround noise but no, it was just this bloke sloooooowly speaking. I couldn't make out the words and too be honestly I was too fucking scared to listen to more. I nearly had a heart attack then and there, thinking 'THIS feels DARK' and ran downstairs to burn the tape in the fire immediately.
- one Sunday afternoon, I'm in the house alone - mum and dad in the pub, and brother is at a mate's house for the weekend. Has been there since Friday after school. I go in to the bathroom that my brother and I share and in the bath tub, lined up in a wave-type pattern are all my lipsticks, liquid eyeliner, pencils, various tubes of makeup. Standing upright, perfectly balanced. Even the pencils. Again, I freak out and grab everything and throw it back in it's normally untidy heap on the shelf. Nobody's in the house. My parent's aren't jokers. My brother hasn't been there all weekend.
- One afternoon, I lost my dog - she ran off chasing rabbits (she'd been found 10 days later, 30 miles away, covered in fox shit, having had a GREAT time). So me and my mate are in my room, we've been out to look for the dog, can't find her and I am really angry with myself and worried etc. We have to go and do our shift (country pub, waitressing) so are getting reading. We're both slapping on some make up and I say ' I am just SO fucking angry with myself' and at that point my old fashioned alarm clock (like a cartoon alarm clock, with the bells on the top) jumps off the side of my dresser on the other side of the room on to the floor. It was about 10 inches from the edge. No breeze/wind/vibrations.
-I used to hear someone (feminine voice) saying my name. I would also be thinking about something and I would very clearly hear someone (masculine voice) saying 'yes' or 'no' . I honestly got to the point where I thought I was losing my mind. I'm actually very sane, if a little sensitive :-)
I never really had the feeling that 'it' was malevolent, more like 'it' wanted to let me know it was trying to connect with me. Due to my dad's behaviour, our family atmosphere was always a little fraught and I think this 'thing' whatever it was, just latched on to me to let me know someone was looking out for me/wanting to play. Apologies for not explaining that more eloquently - I've been up since 5am and am running out of steam!
I've had a few other weird happenings in that village but I've been typing for an age so am going to have a dirty fag and walk my dogs. In the dark. Alone! Eeeek. haha.