Last year I was due to go into hospital for open heart surgery.
A couple of weeks before I had a dream, I’d had the surgery and had woken up feeling better,and all my family were there but I couldn’t get to them. It was completely vivid, I was there,up and about,and everyone else was there but when I tried to get to them I couldn’t.
I told my DP a few days later that I knew I was going to die. But obviously I couldn’t exactly turn down the surgery on the basis I thought I’d had a premonition...
So I went into hospital on the day of the surgery (they’d had no beds the night before),And the surgeon came to speak to me before the operation and said that he’d looked at my scans and in his opinion my heart was too weak for the surgery and I would be unlikely to survive it so he was cancelling it.
He sent me for some tests to see if I would be eligible for a different,less invasive procedure and I crashed during one of them and ended up in ICU, and very nearly did die.I spent six weeks in hospital,two of which were in ICU, apart from the earlier crash I also had a cardiac arrest. But I did have the lesser procedure and am still here to tell the tale. Am not out of the woods and I need a transplant but am well enough not to be on the list just yet.
But it’s been made very clear on a couple of occasions since that if I had had the surgery I wouldn’t have survived it.