Not aibu but who cares. Not me. I’m too fed up to care!
Feel absolutely deflated and I’ve come home from work (care home) today and had a cry.
I had a panic attack at work on my own in the toilets and then I had one on the bus. I’ve worked so hard for the past year to get a handle on my anxiety and now I’m back to square one.
Feel like I’ve kept it together (somewhat) up until today and I just couldn’t pretend any more. I couldn’t stay positive and it all just overwhelmed me.
Do you know what’s made me more fed up though? I just wanted a home made burger for my tea but there was no mince left in Morrisons. I also wanted a alcoholic drink to wind down and I left my ID at home and the lady wouldn’t serve me because I’m 32 and have the face of a child. Not bashing her obviously she was just doing her job and I’m not at all annoyed with her, just my stupid baby face.
Who else is fed up? Come and have a moan, don’t care how trivial you think it is. Have a vent!