I've been managing specific anxiety about another health problem since before the Coronavirus and not sure if it plus the virus are giving me severe stress.
I am now really worried I am on the edge of having a heart attack because of the constant palpitations. I am self isolating and the idea of going to a Dr terrifies me as I need to stay indoors.
When I stand up my heart pounds and goes up by 20 beats, if I watch the monitor it goes up and up can go up to 115.
But this afternoon went from 74 to 94 as I got up to make a cup of tea, then went down to 75 again as I sat down and now I'm also scared to take a beta blocker in case it goes down too low?
I just feel like crying at the thought of trying to get a phone appointment with whatever doctor is available I feel like I just want to try to calm down and relax but is that ignoring a serious terrifying problem? My anxiety is making it impossible to figure out what is the most immediate threat?