CICO is a load of rubbish as it presumes a certain basal metabolic rate (a guess or a stab in the dark essentially). Newsflash! Everybody has different metabolic rates, hence some people struggle to put on weight and others can’t lose anything even when trying really hard to.
Moreover, basal metabolic rate can and does change depending on various factors. Hormones - pregnant, new baby, breastfeeding. Lack of sleep. Your muscle mass. Level of day to day physical activity. Stress levels. Composition of your diet etc etc etc
It’s a load of bull to say oh, the basal metabolic rate for your height is such and such. You do not know, unless measured in a lab setting. And lab research consistently tells that calorie restriction diets permanently lower said metabolic rate. It is fact, scientifically measured and documented.
I urge you to do some research into metabolism and weight loss as it is really, really not all size fits all. We have had CICO dogma for over 30 years and the obesity crisis is getting worse year on year, not better.
I agree with previous posters that getting healthier is the objective. Feeling better, fitter, sleeping more soundly, having more energy are the real rewards, not some arbitrary figure.
You are doing well, keep going. Once you have experienced the improved well-bring, you wouldn’t want to go back to eating junk. It is not worth it, truly.