Separated from long term partner in Jan.
Had a long weekend away in NYC a couple of weeks ago with some friends while he had the kids. Had a bit of a holiday romance. I’m probably using the word ‘romance’ a bit loosely. It was an extremely (erm....) enthusiastic and enjoyable series of night spent together (some going out with our groups of friends too though). I’ve never in my days experienced chemistry like it.
I wasn’t expecting to ever hear from him again and wrote it off as a fantastic weekend but a one-off.
I was completely shocked when he did get in touch when I got home and has kept in touch quite a lot.
The problem is I’m not bloody eating, sleeping or concentrating. It’s ridiculous. There’s no long term potential because of the distance (he lives in NY) and I need to pull myself together.
Does this wear off? What happens now? I am a complete bloody mess and I don’t even know how to put a name on what i’m feeling.
I’m awake in the early hours yet again because my sleep is so disrupted!