Slightly melodramatic but I am at the point in the hols where I feel like I'm on the edge. Seriously on the edge.
I feel like I have no patience with dcs at all. I try desperately to hide it. Inside I'm screaming "stfu!!!".. I feel like I have my teeth clenched constantly. I try desperately to hide this and I do BUT my tone of voice probably gives it away.
Very active kids for the record and I just feel drained mentally and emotionally. Then I see people close to me who are so patient and almost saintly in their parenting. This highlights how crap I am. It has gone through my head to run away but I know that must just be a release for my overloaded brain.
I have tried hard to give them a good til but I feel like I've failed!
Sorry for the moan.