Been married to DH for 10 years, three DCs under 10. We've been through so much in the last 10 years, I suffered with PND, he never helped me with the kids. He was lazy, and just a big manchild. In the end I couldn't take it anymore, lost all respect and love for him.
We've been apart for a year, I got used to being on my own and really looking forward to the future. He came back and asked for a second chance. The thing is he's doing and saying all the right things, and I can see he's really trying and want us to be a family again. But deep down, I have love for him but I honestly just want to move on and start fresh with someone new. I feel really guilty saying this, I won't be happy staying with him I know that.
Anyone else been in this situation? It's so hard seeing him try to make up for everything he's done wrong, but I just don't have it in me anymore. I feel so worn out and exhausted.