I am also not religious but Leave is an article of faith and invoking God is one of the last things left for anyone very concerned about the blindness of where we now find ourselves.
The leave vote is held together by nothing more than hope. Its fabric is a vote against something. It has no substance when you examine what people voted for.
Indeed this was deliberately left out, by the campaign, who preferred voters to form an individual version of what people assumed Brexit to be. 17 million versions of Brexit, many of which were in direct conflict with each other, and would always leave huge numbers disillusioned at some point about what the outcome would be, simply because the fantasy is impossible to achieve. It was deliberately constructed to be an idea woven from individual priorities and imaginations rather than a properly considered proposal which could be deconstructed and critique by an impartial third party.
Who can critique someone's individual dream as its held in their head? Its so deeply personal and embedded into their personality, that any criticism of Brexit literally is a criticism of that person. And we see that reflected in the responses that people give to concerns about the wisdom of Brexit. It what makes Brexit genuis but also so dangerous.
It's not that I don't understand this. I understand it too well. The best I can do is to call it, and hope that maybe just a few people are honest with themselves even if they are not honest with anyone here.
The One True Brexit is a myth. It's a psychological manipulation of your hope and fears wrapped up into one nice shiny gift wrapped present. Yet it will leave those who open it disappointed.
We might leave the influence of the EU. But we will then come under the influence of other powers and forces which we do not match and will find out the reality of global politics. We will not be making the rules.
And so yes I will turn to praying I'm wrong, because it seems the right and only logical thing to do at this junction.
The runaway train will stop eventually. I hope its not in a spectacular crash.