I've posted before 're good friends wedding and hen party concerns......any ho. Went bridesmaid dress shopping yesterday and the dress is nice enough..... if you were tall and size 8. I however am a shortarse size 16 sometimes 18.........
The other bridesmaids are in a similar shape and size to me....... one of them does have height on her side tho. Only the MOH looks good in it..... And of course she was the driving force behind choosing it. I am currently attending a slimming club and do have a goal in mind but I have such anxiety over this dress that I really do not want to be a bridesmaid. It's off the shoulder and one were you can't wear a bra...... I know I will feel uncomfortable the whole day in it and I hate the thought of the photos. I do have low self esteem and I can't help but feel my friend has catered the the wants of her MOH (shes scary) without taking the rest of us into account. I know I should just suck it up and make my friend happy but it annoys me that I wasn't even allowed a opinion. My ABI is would I be a total arsehole if I pulled out altogether. I would much rather be a guest and just enjoy the day. I'm sorry if I sound like a spoilt brat I'm just so nervous