To ask how you are feeling right at this moment ?

[missell88]

Xx

Sad
Tearful
Lonely
Exhausted

So incredibly lonely

Also annoyed because I was supposed to have a colonoscopy tomorrow but it was cancelled due to a mixup at the hospital. I've been waiting since June. I have another appointment on 2 April. All that prep for nothing. Idiots!

I’m sore from the gym. The nice soreness but 2mo I won’t be able to walk properly lol
I’m tired but can’t sleep

For all the sad, anxious, lonely and distressed, I send you handholds and hugs.

Not sober but not yet wrecked enough to go to bed. My head is pounding too.

Sleepy and I miss my DH. He's still at work and he just called me and we both miss each other. I should be doing the dishes but I think I'm going to take a nap instead.

@RumbleDoll, for you

Today was great!

Daughter passed an audition
Started using my first ever Fitbit -I’m obsessed... needed 1000 more steps to reach my goal so I jogged on the spot (!!!!) till I got to my goal... haven’t jogged in about 25years! And I loved it! ....think I’m still on an endorphin rush!
Brilliant feedback from line manager and big boss at work- 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻 Praise be!!!!
Decluttered one cupboard and paperwork mountain at home
Currently snuggled with the dogs

Wish everyday was like this.

Shit. But it's because I think my relationship is over, I'm heavily pregnant and my head is swimming so can't sleep even though I'm exhausted.

Happy, relaxed and my mind is at peace. I thought about my (now NC) tormentor earlier and it didn't make my shoulders tense up and rise up to my ears.

I can't sleep , I'm thinking of having breakfast now I fancy marmite on toast ...

Tired but can’t sleep

Little bit fed up as DH behaved in a way he hasn’t for ages. Took me back just for a few minutes to a place I never want to go again. It wasn’t even a biggy but it unsettled me. I did call him out on it & he apologised & withdrew what he’d said. I haven’t told him the full effect it had on me & have probably missed the moment now.

Sending hugs and strength to each and every one of you.

May you all be well
May you all be free of pain
May you all feel at peace

Xx

Like my heart might as well have been ripped out. The Baby that took me 15 years to conceive, I miscarried on Xmas day. I feel empty inside. I don't think I've ever cried so much. I'm exhausted, running on empty and It's triggered off my seizure type panic attacks again.

Stuffed up (thanks to the hacking cougher on the 36 bus on Saturday) and tired enough to get me arse to bed.

Pissed of cos I wanted an early night while the oh is away and then I read the fucking freaky stories thread, plus the wind up here, and now I can’t sleep and feel like there’s most likely a ghost in bed next to me. I feel sick

@lozz22.. So very sorry that this has happened. My heart is breaking for you. May you find some inner peace in time. Wishing you well. X.

Panicked, upset, stressed, frightened, terrified my life will fall apart. It's been a bombshell a day since NYD and whilst I have a lot of positives in my life... It's taken me a long time to get what I've got. I will sort it all out but I'm frightened. And dejected- house move likely down the shitter or at least disrupted. First buy, dragged on for ages. The only thing I crave in my life is stability & my own home. I came so near and feel powerless to stop a tide of shit.

Fed up

I was snappy with dc before bed and now feel shitty as they're back to school tomorrow.
I'm worried about money and really need to gain some control there.

I despise my job so much that I feel it's changing who I am

I went to uni at 27 to do this bastard job.
3 years there
And 4 years graduated

And I hate it more every day. Crap money, no work life balance and a totally thankless job. But feel trapped.

Pleasantly a bit drunk due to an unexpected evening with old friend and really enjoying my bed with tired legs

@Rafabella thank you

to everyone who has had or is having a shitty time.

Scared. My DM is very sick and in hospital. I'm in that agonizing place of indecision whether to go to her now (20 hour journey) or wait and see if she improves any. She might. Then again she is closer to 90 than 80. I want to go but have just been. But then I won't be there. I hate that I don't live closer. Argh.

@Menarefrommarsitwouldseem don't feel guilty for being snappy I'm a mum of 3 and we're only human 😘 I can relate to the guilt though xx

@DSHathawayGivesMeFannyGallops Hugs xx

@TheDarkPassenger
I do this and instantly regret reading them haha but can't stop. Xx

@PickAChew Get well soon xx

@Lozz22 I'm really sorry, my heart breaks for you 💔