Tired, fed up and lonely
Tired because no matter what I do I wake up repeatedly through the night and then take an age to get back to sleep each time
Fed up because I’m a single mum with no money and no prospects, stuck in a rut work wise, going through the family court system and seem to be permanently making concessions for abusive exh and everything is to appease him and then I have to pick up the pieces from the inevitable fall out with DC, all while he lives it up with zero responsibilities and sees it merely as a point scoring exercise and not about the DCs welfare at all
Lonely because I’ve not spoken to another adult all day other than the nurse who did my smear test this morning. Before her I spoke to some parents at DSs football on Saturday morning
I have no social life outside of doing things with DC because no family near by and no money to pay for babysitting plus no friends to do anything with