This is completely ridiculous...

[Fruitbatdancer]

I’m too excited to sleep.
It’s only (just) the 23rd December and I’m 38 for fucks sake.
I have a dS who “gets” it for the first time this year and it’s so magical. Some of the most heart warming exciting moments of my life were Xmas mornings when I was little, my bike, and the dolls house my dad made fromnoff cuts at work.
Agh.
I just want Xmas now! I want to see his face! All I’ll do for the next 48 hours is spoil him more ! No good cam come from this!
Please tell me ianbu!

Mine is only just two, but I'm so excited to start all the fun this year we've done loads of Santa things, watched Christmas filns, will be putting a carrot out for Rudolph etc. He doesn't get it yet but knows there's something exciting happening!

La la la it’s 24 hours later and I’m laying here wide awake with excitement again! Someone hand me a grip!
I was wrapping presents earlier and my DS came and said “what you doing? I want to help, I’m an elf” I melted. He also decorated my Xmas cake with my mum. It’s I have 23 carrots, a car, 4 penguins and a reindeer