I want s new knife for me and me alone. Cooking not anything sinister. It can’t be too big but not do I want a small paring knife. My favourite knife is one I got free with Good Food magazine - grey handled by A brand I can’t remember but it’s kind of a middle size and I love it. But it’s dying. I don’t want a cleaver or a huge one but I need something sharp, yet not heavy and easy to handle. Help!