I just can't anymore
I'm with such an emotionally abusive controlling man who makes me sob everyday. The things he does to me are indescribable 😢 I end up sobbing most days then being shouted at and being told everything's my fault and that I'm hurting baby on purpose by crying ( I'm 7 months pregnant ) and being told I'm evil, ugly, horrible, and that I don't deserve anything and if I leave him he will take me to court to get custody of baby. Even though I told him if we ended that I'd always let him be in babies life. I get told I'm a lying bitch and no woman ever tells the truth and that I'd never let him see his child. ( I would!! 😢)
He's now taken everything away from me and said I can only speak to him and others after I apologise for the drama and when I next speak there are no visible tears on my face otherwise he will keep me like this.
I'm so heart broken and I don't know what to do because I can't leave him it's so messed up. But right now I'm so distraught and I have no idea what to do 😢