i have an opioid patch that delivers 20mcg of buprenorphine every hour, 24 hours a day. i wear each one for 7 days.
i messed up my medication order (i take 19 medications, all prescribed by different clinics) and went 8-and-a-bit days, and i was RATTLING. it was horrible. i am physically addicted, but i don’t get any sort of high.
before the patches i had Tramadol on repeat for a couple of years. i also have a repeat for diazepam, and sleep meds, and anti-depressants, and anti-psychotics, and a huge amount of Pregabalin that nobody can remember prescribing. i see my Psychiatrist and Rheumatology 3-monthly, and am in the first stages of sorting a borked thyroid, so i have fortnightly bloods.
and that’s all i have to do. 3-monthly appointments, blood tests and very occasionally see the GP.
so. i am addicted to opioids, and benzodiazepines, and sleeping pills, and whatever Pregabalin is. i can obtain these very easily, and very regularly. it is very, very easy to become addicted to meds. i have a monkey on my back the size of King Kong.
i don’t think addiction to prescription meds, in those who are prescribed them, is about getting loaded. it’s about how physically and mentally awful it is to withdraw from them.