This is the message I was so close to sending to his friends but thought it might be unreasonable so asking for second opinions.
Call me Alex fucking Forrest but I'm done.
Whats driven me to this? And also who am I? I'm Blank Blanks ex girlfriend, and now, the mother of his soon to be child.
About 22 weeks ago, blank blank got me pregnant. I was about 6 weeks when I found out and told him the same day. Lets just say it was all tits up from there. I'm now banned from his house (at his mothers request) because I choose to keep our daughter. And I was also told I trapped him as well and being told this was my own mess and not his. They seem to think me choosing to keep her makes him a victim , because even though its 2018, apparently that outdated view is still alive and well. The women is always to blame isn't she.
He told me he wouldn't support me or our daughter ( a decision his mother told me she would happily support by the way ) and that he wouldn't love her when shes born.
He did some what of a 360 and hovers in and out whenever he pleases, saying he will be there but acting in a way that proves otherwise.
Instead of coming to appointments with me he sits and gets high, or is out drinking with friends. So the next time your with him at the pub, think about who he has left 50 miles away wondering if her daughters is going to have a dad. He pays for nothing, and is happy to let my 70 year old pensioner nan pay for things instead. Oh my god the absoulte shite I've put up with for all these weeks have been beyond the beyond.
I've been told that I trapped him, that I got pregnant on purpose, that I lied about being pregnant, that hes not the dad and he wants a paternity test, that I got pregnant because I'm obsessed with him and want to keep him in my life, that he broke up with me and not vise fucking versa, oh and lets not forget when he admitted that he tried to manipulate me into getting an abortion, saying and I quote "I thought that if you thought I wasn't going to be there then you'd get rid of it". Outstanding.
He hasn't told any of his friends except for 2, (who seemed to think I was making the whole thing up so I dont know what he said to them) and anyone outside his mother and sister.
Still hasn't told his grandparents. I have her in 3 months and his behaviour is abominable, says he wants to be there but shows up for nothing, pays for nothing, doesn't understand what hes done wrong. Even when something went wrong at my 20 week scan he showed no interest and showed no interest when I told him she was going to be a month early by C - Section.
I know I sound like Alex from fatal attraction, a complete physco, but I just hate that he swans around doing whatever he wants with his friends, who have no idea I'm pregnant or how he's treated me, leaving me alone not knowing if hes going to be a dad to our daughter or not.