I don't want to be with my wife anymore
But I'm not strong enough to leave her
I do love her so much so it will break my heart.
I have an emotionally unstable personality disorder so I'm difficult to be with.
I just feel like my wife has said too much hurtful things to me when she's mad at me
And I'm suppose to just get over it because the cause of our argument was down to my personality disorder, which takes me to my bed when I can't handle things and it's not good.
This leaves her dealing with MY children and housework etc and by gum doesn't she make sure I know it.
I work on myself and controlling myself all the time but we just moved house so stress levels are high.
I really want to build my strength and not relay on her oh my mother who completely takes her side and make her leave
I don't want to be with anyone again ever
Am I been unreasonable to do this to her?