I was meant to have an appointment at EAPU today due to bleeding and stabbing pain on my left hand side. I wasn't able to make my appointment due to my train being cancelled (I live an hour away from the EAPU and only have hourly trains). I phoned them and apologised and they were absolutely fine and told me they have no scans later but I really need to be seen. They were worried about ectopic and miscarriage as I have had 2 before. They advised I call 111 who can book me an appointment. 111 told me to attend my closet hospital which is 40 mins away. I did just this and explained the issue to their primary care unit. They said no worries, I'll book you in and we will get a scan sorted. 4 hours of waiting later, I saw the doc and he said 'so you've just come here to get a scan? That's it?' . He then proceeded to call the unit which does the scans and told them that I 'didn't bother turning up for my appointment' at which point I heard them on the other line say 'well she didn't need it that badly then did she'. So here I am, after 2 miscarriages, terrified, feeling small, feeling guilty for missing my train Ben though it was out of my hands, with no advice, no scan booked, EAPU telling me to go back to doctors. AIBU to think that I deserve better than this?