I had septicemia from a severe kidney infection which they reckon I had for eight months (I had so many different antibiotics and none of them were strong enough to beat it). I felt like my body was dying, I knew it was, I felt so bloody awful and it was absolutely terrifying. My dh called out of hours because there had been no urine in my catheter bag for hours and in the middle of the night my catheter bag filled with blood (no urine just thick blood). OOH Doctor took one look at me and called an ambulance. I felt so guilty, it was my daughters birthday party that morning, she had just turned eight. I remember praying constantly that I wouldn't die and crying because I didn't want to die.
The hospital was honestly amazing! Their Sepsis pathway worked fantastically in my case and I was barely in the room before they had an IV cannula, antibiotics and fluids/ vitamins/ minerals into me. I was wired up to a heart monitor which kept going off as my heart rate was through the roof, my chest hurt as well. I had sent my husband to the party to distract my little girl and our ds, my Dad came to the hospital to see me but I was out of it and there were that many Doctors/ nurses around my bed. He is normally so positive, my Mum told me that he burst into tears when he got home as he was so terrified.
Thankfully the antibiotic worked really fast! By the time my dh and dc came in to visit me, I was already looking better than I had in months. The Doctors didn't mention sepsis or septicemia around me, they just said I had a bad kidney infection. I was glad in a way, as their confidence in my recovery took away my anxiety. After a few days, I was told that my body had gone into Septic Shock after Urinary Sepsis. I know how lucky I am to be here. I am also terrified, as I am prone to UTI's due to long-term catheterisation. I am waiting to see a Urologist, to discuss whether a Supra-Pubic catheter would be better.
I have been told that my body is now resistant to the go-to antibiotics for UTI/ kidney infection. I am honestly petrified that another infection will kill me. I have had another infection since and it took three different types of antibiotics to clear it. Antibiotic resistance and Sepsis terrify me. My body was dying, I could feel it and it is an absolutely awful feeling.