I feel fucking awful yet the expectation is that I will pitch up again tomorrow for another 10 hour shift where my feet won't touch the ground. I'm exhausted and everything hurts despite paracetemol. Coughing up all manner of shite. Had to change contracts recently and despite working there for years I am on six months probation and won't get paid if I go sick. My line manager made it clear today that she would be less than impressed if I went sick tomorrow as a member of staff is on holiday. I am dead on my feet - going to bed soon in the hope that I'll feel better in the morning but really??? I don't want to be a grown up anymore