To think I’ve been spoilt?

[Floralmeadows]

My parents had me late in life. They had a lot of miscarriages and one baby died.

In many ways they were awful to me but they were financially generous - very generous.

I don’t know why I’m posting except I still in my 30s find it hard/impossible to take any responsibility for anything. I’m supposedly intelligent but money runs through my fingers and my husband must be at the end of my tether.

Aibu to think I’ve been spoilt and it it possible to change?

Will have a look; thanks. :)

It is sad, but it's sad because you were/ are yearning for a different relationship with your parents, and now are troubled by loneliness. It's not sad as in pathetic.

I understand where you're coming from, although I didn't grow up having money flung at me.