I'm not proud . I have been married 3 years together 6 . For the past year my husband have been really distant ( recently discovered this was down to drug mis use) . He hVe shown no interest in me . No attention ect .... Oh exsept when he buys me a gift he makes a big announcement to my family . Prob to show what a fantastic husband he is . Well a month ago . I stated an affair . With a single man . Our paths have crossed proffesinally for several years .recently I was thinking about him a lot . So I created a situation for us to be alone . I told him I was attracted to him . He was shocked but the feelings were mutual ( I already knew this ) I met him at his house he next day and had the most mind blowing time ever . .... I would not leave my husband for him .... I don't know what to expect from the comments . I think I just need to confes