I split up with my OH back in November we recently got back together and went on holiday he told me that I'm too fat (I have gained 3 stone) I have just been diagnosed with Narcolepsy and it isn't easy. OH told me he almost slept with another woman at work because she had a better body and was really into him, he also admitted he watches porn because they have better bodies now after dd aged 4 was born I was going to the gym looked great but oh said I could do better I gave up trying because It didn't matter what I did I wasn't blessed with a great body even when slim I have cellulite and big thighs. Guys have approached me and still find me attractive I want to lose weight but feel so ugly after oh said this to me I feel like he is looking at everyones bodies comparing them to mine. I didn't know he was so shallow. Aibu to feel gross? He has ruined our holiday