We are going through a difficult patch at the moment but things are getting better. He kept sleeping on the sofa for a while which was making things worse but we agreed that he would stop doing it.
He smokes and several times a day he will get this sudden splutter cough and you can hear the phlegm in the back of this throat.
At 1am last night this happened. All over my fucking face, it went into my mouth. I could smell it for fuck sake.
I screeched in disgust and horror, he rolled over. I told him to sleep on the sofa. I wiped my face in the bathroom but my stomach was turning. It doesn't help that im in the first trimester and my stomach was turning before id even got to sleep let alone waking up to that.
I know im BU because he was a sleep and had no control over it, and this will be his argument but I don't care if he was in a coma, that was fucking foul.
I would tell him to stop smoking but that will cause a row that we cant afford to have at the moment.
My skin is still crawling.