My sil and I have never been close.
This week completely out of the blue she's taken her own life, she got herself into a mess with another man and felt it was her only way out.
She's left her dh and dd alone and confused and bil is now trying to come to terms with the sudden loss of his wife and dn is 4 and now has no mummy.
All I've felt since we were told is furious with her that she didn't put her dd first, I feel no sadness at the Passing of her is this unreasonable?