To ask your worst nightmare?

[PirateFairy45]

Just that really.

What is your worst nightmare?

Mine is my daughter being abducted/kidnapped.

Actually used to be extremely paranoid about it happening till I had to have a course of CBT, but it's still a constant worry!

Loosing a child.

All of my worst nightmares have happened.
My child is dead.
My husband is abusive.
I am trapped miles from anywhere.
I don't have any friends.
My family hates me.
I am skint.

There is nothing left to fear except a slow and painful death.

Zippy, please consider visiting your GP and/or CAB. You deserve a better life than this, and there are people out there who want to help.

Zippy please find a way to get help - Women's Aid will help you get away from an abusive partner. Getting away from him will give you space to make new friends. I'm so sorry about your child - I lost my son too.

I'm sorry I was feeling very low last night and I shouldn't have posted that.

Zippy it's ok to have posted. I often feel like I can't really post my true feelings as the reality of my life is pretty shit since my son died. My reality jars horribly with the lightheartedness sometimes of threads. But it is my life as yours is yours. Can we help in anyway? Talking through with strangers can let off steam from the pressure that is constant.

Zippy no need to feel bad about posting. Mn can be a bit of a vipers nest at times (especially AIBU!)but it can also be a great support. Is there anything we can do?

I really appreciate the offer, but there are some things that kind of expand and take on a life of their own once you say them out loud. I also can't take even the tiniest risk that my sons might find out, it would mess their heads up permanently if they knew.
It is actually really helpful to know I could unload the whole sorry mess if I wanted to. That does make me feel much less isolated. Thanks!