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Your attempts at insulting me are not hitting the mark, I'm afraid, so give it up. It's not actually me trying frantically to excuse a man from blowing his girlfriend's head to pieces, is it?
Like it or don't like it - it is a FACT that whatever Pistorius thought he was doing that night he was not acting to defend himself. He acknowledged that himself every single time he said it was "an accident".
It is impossible to accidentally intend to defend yourself. If the logic of this continues to elude you there's not much I, or anyone else, can do to help. We can't think it through for you.
Was it an accident? I'd believe that if he shot once. But not four times...and most certainly not when ballistics evidence proves that he paused after the first shot, changed trajectory and continued firing.
He wanted to kill. And without meaningful justification, that is murder, whoever the victim happened to be.
It amazes me that you put so much store on the thought that he might have been scared & anxious. So fucking what? Life is scary for a lot of people a lot of the time but that entitles no one to act as a deliberate executioner.
And what are you on about - the SCA never, ever discounted the witnesses evidence. One person only has done that....Masipa. Yes, her.....the stunningly inept judge who screwed things up so badly her verdict was overturned. She ignored vital evidence from Mangena so it's hardly a reach that she did the same with the four ear witnesses.
The forensic's evidence was largely neutral....far from falling apart as you are trying to suggest. Vermuelen IN FACT said that there was no scientific way to determine when any of the bat marks were made....except the one that dissected the bullet hole. So it's quite possible that he did smack the door and the bath panel around before he shot Reeva. It's impossible to determine.
I haven't mocked Pistorius, by the way. I don't find anything about him remotely funny. His pathetic and patently untrue fiction has insulted the intelligence of almost everyone who's heard it. Nearly everyone. Those without intelligence to insult have been spared, clearly.
I can't be arsed with you anymore. I won't indulge you further in your repulsive fan-girl idiocy over your favourite murderer and I suggest no one else does either.