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It's World Autism Awareness Day. Come and share your experiences.

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PhilPhilConnors · 02/04/2016 12:29

What better day than to share your experiences of autism, hopefully together we can dispel some ASD myths!

My ds is 10. He was diagnosed last year after a difficult time of trying to prove to others what we see. He masks very well in all the places where we ever need his ASD to be evident!
He will give eye contact, he will chat to people etc.
In school he behaves perfectly. There are signs there, constant finger flicking, avoiding work, getting giddy, but they're not seen because he's not having meltdowns.
At home he can be lovely, but he needs almost constant supervision, he can be very violent, demand avoidant, intolerant of others.

Out and about, he doesn't look different to any other child, but he will run off and swear, and sometimes grab things off shelves and look incredibly naughty.

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AdriftOnMemoryBliss · 05/04/2016 19:54

i run an FB page to do with mine and my Ds's life as Autistics. I am also a big fan and sharer of the #BoycottAutismSpeaks stuff. I've been sharing the NAS TMI campaign stuff all week and getting some really positive feedback from it :)

I hate the Holland Poem, i think whoever shares that with new Special Needs parents ought to be shuffled off somewhere and shot quietly..

DS is 9, he has Autism, ADHD, SPD, ARFID, Severe DCD Anxiety and a Sleep Disorder.

I was diagnosed as on the Spectrum/AS 12yrs ago, and DS got his diagnosis in August after a lot of pushing and arguing because he was masking it really well until yr2 at school (not counting the DCD and the speech delay that went with it, and the ARFID)

Now we're staring down the barrel of him needing an EHCP and full time 1:1 with a view to him not being able to attend mainstream at secondary level, the classroom environment is just far too much for him on a sensory level.

hedgehogsdontbite · 05/04/2016 20:25

as an aside I'm pretty sure I've read something similar about cancer, is that Autism Speaks model?

I believe they modeled it on a 1950's polio film.

hedgehogsdontbite · 05/04/2016 20:35

This is the one. The Autism Speaks one uses the same creepy voice. Strangely enough the Autism Speaks one seems to have recently been deleted from the internet. I can't find it anywhere anymore, even newspaper links aren't working anymore.

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AdriftOnMemoryBliss · 05/04/2016 21:03

i'm not watching it this week, i have it set to record, but i just got so annoyed at the family in it last week, that after a long day of 'raising awareness' at a theme park, i don't have the energy, lol.

LarrytheCucumber · 05/04/2016 21:24

I first heard 'Welcome to Holland' on a course for SENCOs. I don't hate it. At the time it expressed very well what I was feeling. My son had just been diagnosed with AS and I did feel as though I had been catapaulted from Italy to Holland. For quite a long time I did find it painful, especially sitting in a room of people whose main worry was whether their children would get into Oxbridge, when my long term goal was for DS to stay at his mainstream school until he was 16 without being permanently excluded.
He did manage that, and to get 5 A to Cs and now at 21, he has achieved more than we thought possible, but he has done it in his own way, in his own time and we have lived a kind of parallel life to those other parents. We have also met people we would not otherwise have met and found support from other people treading a similar path.
Of course it isn't for everyone, but at the time it helped me.

minifingerz · 05/04/2016 22:10

"And I'm sure there are people who would find your child's level of disability a tragedy"

I can understand that. It may well turn out to be a tragedy. He has very little emotional intelligence and this will have a massive impact on his life and well being.

The point I was trying to make is that the Welcome to Holland piece isn't nasty - it's an analogy of how one mother came to terms with having a child with special needs.

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Doordye · 06/04/2016 00:02

Ds was diagnosed at 7. He is now nearly 12. He went to ms primary but is now in a specialist school.
This year ive seen such a change in him, for the first time he has a friend, two friends in fact. Its a beautiful thing listening to him chat online. His confidence and self esteem have flourished and I really feel positive about his future and possible independence.

I''d really like it if I could improve his diet, its very restricted and he wont try any fruit or veg. Im trying a few different strategies but so far (: I normally give up after a few months but im persevering this time.

I dislike both Holland & Autism speaks.

NotCitrus · 06/04/2016 01:30

Dn was diagnosed with autism age 5. He's now 8 in Y3 and most of his problems are down to wilfuly-ignorant teachers and an unsupportive school. Thankfully this year's teacher is much better but is fighting the senior staff regarding stupid policies.

Example, happening a few times a week last year: Dn can't stand people getting in his face or poking him. Certain other children thus found it hilarious to poke him repeatedly or go 'boo' in his ear. Dn would flail his arms and hit them. Dn is told off and after the second incident in a week is told he has to miss playtime.

Quite aside from the unfairness here and the fact that Y2 kids need playtime, he doesn't like going out to play much anyway and, most importantly, had no idea at all that the missing playtime was connected to the hitting children. Then when we queried this and suggested that it would be a reasonable adjustment not to make him miss playtime every time he was provoked into accidentally hitting, the teacher and Head both insisted that they couldn't make an exception because it was "policy".

And they say Dn is the one with inflexible thinking!

Dn is now making friends via shared interests, now that the provokers are being stopped, and is doing well in most academic areas. Ds is waiting for ASD assessment and may well have ASD. Both boys will I think be fine if they can keep reasonable mental health and feel OK about themselves. They have intelligence, persistence and sheer stubbornness on their side, so if the rest of the world can butt out and let them get on with it, we'll be all right.

enterthedragon · 06/04/2016 08:11

Our DS was diagnosed with AS at the age of almost 7, our experience of it began when DS was born, he barely slept, took over an hour to feed, was startled by the smallest of sounds, if he was laid on his back he would scream and flail about, bathing him was a nightmare because he hated it, the only time he was visibly relaxed Was when I held him upright on my shoulder, he would snuggle his forehead into the curve of my neck and the tension in his tiny body would relax but if I moved or touched him he would start chuntering and the tension was back. At a year old he would repeatedly headbutt the floor, walls, doors, stairs, windows in frustration, usually because of not being able to reach/have something that he wanted.

As a toddler he would scream and cry if other children went anywhere near him, wouldn't touch anything messy, still hated baths, would strip off at every opportunity ( hated clothes and shoes) and his diet became very limited. At 18 months he was extremely verbal (health visitor was convinced he would have an extremely high IQ) but couldn't verbalise his feelings of anger or frustration and that's when the aggressive behaviour began.

In pre school he played alongside other children but not with them, he would do a runner at every opportunity, hairdryers and handriers caused much distress as did flushing toilets, emergency vehicle sirens and lights, shopping trips, restaurants, fireworks, motorbikes, loud music and darkness.

Into full-time education and the aggressive behaviour got worse, punching, kicking, hitting and scratching and then the biting started and he became demand avoidant and he was labeled as a naughty boy who was choosing this course of behaviour, not once did anyone agree that he wasn't coping and a specialist teacher advisor said "at least he doesn't threaten you with a glass bottle or knives or other objects" (I forgave her for that comment) but I told her that he had caused my broken finger, had bitten me so hard that his teeth had left indentations in the bones of my forearm and that his headbutting had caused detached muscles in my other arm, that in fact his behaviour at home was far worse than anything displayed at school, things became even worse and it was only then that someone sat up and took notice and we were started on the path to a diagnosis. 20 months later we had the main diagnosis of AS and less than a year later there was also a diagnosis of Hypermobility, Sensory integration difficulties and anxiety. Infants wouldn't start the statement process because "he is not severe enough, we have children with greater difficulties and we have almost reached the limit of the amount of referrals that we are allowed" and so the problem was passed on to the junior school.

Junior school SENCO refused to apply for statutory assessment but by end of yr 3 they were desperate to get it started and by yr 4 he needed 1-1 support, however the opinion that he was choosing that behaviour prevailed, strategies were dropped after a couple of weeks "because they aren't working" ( a couple of weeks were not long enough for the strategies to become the norm) parts of the statement and recommendations by OT and Physio were ignored particularly the parts about using technology to record his work as writing was a big issue.
A lack of knowledge and understanding was prevalent. Things got still worse at school and at home and at 9 years old my son wished he was dead because he said " I don't know why I'm doing this and I don't know how to stop" he also said " I can't fix it myself, you have to fix it for me"

Then came illegal exclusions and IMO discrimination and victimisation and then isolation and finally it was "don't come back after the holiday, your son is no longer welcome here" so finally we had an admittance that the school were out of their depth and later that year our DS started at an out of area school.

Just within that academic year the aggressive behaviour lessened dramatically and things began improving at home. Each subsequent year has brought new challenges but the behavioural difficulties have continued to lessen, DS trusts his school to fix each problem as it arises and they do, and as a result of this the anxiety and stress is much less and he is coping brilliantly both at school and at home, thanks only to his school for their perseverance and honesty, their strategies and small class sizes and their teaching methods as well as the additional therapies have all helped DS to become who he is today.

Now all we need is for the local authority to do what they are supposed to do.

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LarrytheCucumber · 06/04/2016 11:27

Interesting read Poltergoose.

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AdriftOnMemoryBliss · 06/04/2016 13:13

Autism speaks spend 22% of their budget into research of eugenics.
4% goes on helping families of autistic children.

Autism Speaks Do not Speak for Autistic people.

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hedgehogsdontbite · 06/04/2016 14:52

Autism Speaks speaks for Autism Speaks. According to their financial reports they spend around 60% of the donations they receive on self-promotion/advertising and their own salaries.

AdriftOnMemoryBliss · 06/04/2016 16:08

they're raising awareness and acceptance.

How is it promoting acceptance when you're supporting a charity that wants to eradicate autism, that says people like my brother and my son are an epidemic and a disease, that says people like my nephew, like me, like all our kids should'n't exist?

Autism Speaks should be supported by NO-ONE, they claim to be about autism, yet don't employ a single Autistic person, spend ONLY 4% of their budget actually helping people to live a better life on the spectrum. They support Electric shock therapy ffs.

They're a god awful organisation and a bunch of charlatans.

Fabellini · 06/04/2016 16:26

Ds1 was diagnosed as autistic with associated learning difficulties aged 3. He'll be 19 this year.
To be honest the learning difficulties probably mean that his autism isn't the main worry for me. He functions at the level of a 7 or 8 year old, with little to no awareness of danger, limited understanding of the world around him, struggles with simple tasks.....the list goes on.
He doesn't tend to have meltdowns as often as he did when he was younger, perhaps that's partly because his brother and I, his respite carer, and his school, all know him really well, and understand how to help him through his daily life - I like to think so, anyway.
He is also a champion athlete, will be swimming at the special olympics next year, carried the Queens baton for the Commonwealth Games in 2014, and is absolutely the light of my life. He is adored by family and friends and is the gentlest soul I know.
Do I spend every day worrying about what will happen to him after I'm gone? Yes.

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MrsBobDylan · 06/04/2016 19:30

I like the Holland piece. I felt enormous pain when DS was 13 months old and it was clear he wasn't developing like the majority of children.

I don't like it when people associate feeling pain in this situation, with feeling disappointed with your child.

I have never felt disappointed in DS, not once. I love him in exactly the same way as I do my other children. No more, no less and no differently.

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