Give me a reason to live

[FlowersAndShit]

I'm 25.

I haven't had a friend in over 10 years
I've struggled with social anxiety since I was 7
I've been struggling with depression and agoraphobia since age 13.
I've never had a job
I'm still a virgin
I've never been in a relationship
I have an eating disorder
I'm on the mild end of the autistic spectrum
I'm probably unable to have children
I'm pretty sure I have PTSD
I won the genetic lottery

I meant ask my landlord re the contract!

I wish I could win the lottery and open up a huge animal shelter. Or a house with lots of land and let them roam free

Flowers - you sound like you need some support with your mental health - have you tried Mencap? I know it might be a stab in the dark but maybe they could provide you with a volunteer who would help deal with some of the social situations? Finding work??
Probably obvious too but have you tried medication for anxiety? It can work wonders.

I suggested Mencap as I know they do help people with ASD - it's worth a try?