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To want dh to accept I feel rotten and help?

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mummyto2boysandagirl3 · 10/02/2014 23:53

Sorry for the moan :(

I have infected mastitis and I'm feeling really rough.

Dh had a go at me for not having dinner ready when he got home from work and I still had to do the school run today despite him telling me in the small hrs he would help. I feel like iv been battered my temp is in the 40s and even with pain killers isn't coming below 38 I am in agony and feel like I just want to go to bed. He is currently snoring his head off "cos he has work in the morning" meanwhile I'm pinned under ds2 and dd who r full of cold (ds2 leaning on infected boob it's so sore I could cry)

He's told me I'm over reacting my boob is red and to get over it!!

I'm more annoyed cos gp said it is probably my stress levels/exhaustion that has caused it (or not drinking enough) I'm so run down bcos he does nothing at all I'm a sahm but the dc have been poorly for months I'm shattered and I really just need to b able to eat and drink and sleep a little (just a couple of hrs) I know he works v v hard but so do I I just don't get paid for it (this isn't a dig at working mums btw u guys have it tough too don't know how u fit in job dc and housework etc) if he is "ill" he gets to go to bed sleep it off and get well and expects to b waited on hand and foot. I just want a bit of understanding that just holding the dc is causing me agony right now :(

Aibu to have a go or am I just feeling sorry for myself?

OP posts:
Pollydon · 11/02/2014 06:59

Why are you with this twattish manchild ? My dh threw his back out but pushed himself to help me as much as he could because I was dead on my feet ( not ill, just life, work , house, dd & 3 days of him flat on his back).
Marriage is a PARTNERSHIP .
Flowers for you & I hope you get some real help soon

ladyquinoa · 11/02/2014 07:00

Tell him to leave. I know there might be money issues but tell him you want a trial separation.

Bunbaker · 11/02/2014 07:02

Show him this thread. His behaviour is completely unacceptable and extremely thoughtless and selfish.

What does he bring the partnership exactly?

mummyto2boysandagirl3 · 11/02/2014 07:25

Thank u everyone I managed to get some sleep iv stayed in bed currently have the 2 smallest in with me tho for a cuddle.

I have been thinking about trial separation especially since iv had dd I keep telling him he'd b furious if someone treated her like this and I don't want her to grow up thinking it's ok or for my boys to think they can treat women like that. However he just threatens to have the dc taken from me cos I have ocd. I couldn't manage without them they're my whole world. Which is y he thinks I'm boring since being a sahm. I know I'm boring there's no time for a hobby I'm too tired once the dc r in bed they r small for such a short time it doesn't bother me.

I have some antibiotics for the mastitis I'm hoping they will kick in soon. Iv told dh to google mastitis but he hasn't as yet

OP posts:
Pollydon · 11/02/2014 07:28

I would advise you post on the Relationship board, they ate great over there and will have loads of advice.

Pollydon · 11/02/2014 07:29

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fuzzywuzzy · 11/02/2014 07:31

It's classic abusive behaviour to threaten to have children taken away if you dare to leave OP.

Who's he think he is? He can't have the children taken from you.

When you're better get advice from CAB tell your GP what's happening as well, he/she could be a source of help for you.

LittleBearPad · 11/02/2014 07:32

Given the complete lack of effort your husband shows at looking after his children. He will not be able to take them from you, nor let's face it will he actually want to. He might have to put them above his needs if he did. If you want a trial separation then can you go and stay with you mum with the children?

43percentburnt · 11/02/2014 07:40

His behaviour is totally unacceptable. I work full time my dh is a sahd. I would never demand my 'tea on the table' just because I pay the bills. Dinner is always ready when I get in but if he was ill I would not expect it. On my days off we share cooking, cleaning etc.

When I get in from 11 hours out of the house I play with our baby, bath baby, change baby, breastfeed baby. I wake several times a night to feed baby as I am determined to breast feed until he is at least one.

My dh and children are my family, not second class citizens. Their health, well being and happiness are very important to me.

A sore boob, hmmm, he's an arsehole. I have had mastitis. I would suggest you getting him to read about mastitis but I doubt he would be interested.

Is he out of order in other ways? Do you have access to family money? Time for hobbies? Does he moan at what you spend yet buys himself treats cos he deserves it? He sounds very entitled and selfish.

43percentburnt · 11/02/2014 07:47

Just read your last post. He threatens to take the kids because it's your weakness, you stay or you leave us all. It's all your fault, if you don't do as I say I will remove the people you love from you. I doubt he wants to keep them, doesn't sound like he does much with them. If this is your worry have 1 hour free with a solicitor - empower yourself

I think you know he's nasty, you are just used to his behaviour.

You haven't mentioned any violence, pushing, throwing etc. just be aware such behaviour can occur if he thinks you are about to leave. And if it has occurred before, even once, it can escalate.

Solicitor, learn your rights and make an informed decision.

catsmother · 11/02/2014 07:59

He's a fucking selfish shit. The reason he refuses to acknowledge how ill you are, and why he tells you to "get over it", why he minimises a trip to hospital in an ambulance FFS, is because as soon as he admits you need and deserve a break, he would have to pull his finger out. Bottom line is he doesn't want to do that, doesn't see why he "should", so rubbishes the way you're feeling.

Obviously YANBU - and he should be contributing to the running of the household and childcare whenever he's around, not just when you're ill anyway. Not that he does either - useless waste of space.

As someone said up thread he clearly sees you as beneath him - it's called contempt. That's why he thinks he's entitled to be waited on hand and foot when he's ill - and no doubt at other times as well - because he believes he's superior to you. Well, sod that for a start. If he won't relieve you now when you're so ill and someone has to keep caring for the actual children in the house, then you do the absolute bloody minimum you can possibly get away with for your kids and yourself. Anything else .... housework, ironing, and in particular, stuff for him can be left. So far as he's concerned I wouldn't lift another finger for him from now on - don't cook for him, don't do his laundry, don't tidy his stuff (if you really can't stand it chuck it all in a box under the stairs).

There's no way in the world he could have the kids taken from you - that's a nasty, empty threat from a pathetic abusive man trying to frighten you. Quite apart from anything do you really think this selfish lazy shit would have the first clue, or even want to care for them ? .... and how the heck would he cope with the school run then ? It's nonsense, and you really need to try and ignore that sort of crap.

As you say, with that attitude to women you don't want your daughters - or your sons for that matter - growing up and believing that's what they deserve or that's how they should behave (respectively). Please please when you're feeling better arm yourself with advice and info about separating (e.g. from CAB, Women's Aid, solicitor etc). You will feel ten times better without the weight of all his crap on you .... it's not easy being a single mum (was in that position for many years myself) but it's far easier - psychologically - looking after kids when you're ill and on your own, than looking after them when supposedly you're in a couple yet you're getting no help or support, because you're then having to deal with the emotional letdown as well as the practicalities.

Topaz25 · 11/02/2014 08:53

He couldn't get the children taken away from you because you are their primary carer. Why would he even want full custody when he won't even look after them when you're ill? He is just using them against you. You don't deserve to be treated like this.

Nanny0gg · 11/02/2014 10:23

To be honest, I'd forget about the 'trial' part of the separation - he isn't going to change.

Have you any friends that can help with school runs/childminding until you're better?

And he can whistle for his dinner...

Xenadog · 11/02/2014 10:55

OP I actually HATE your husband! After reading through your post I am incensed that one human being can treat the person they are supposed to love in such a way.

My advice would be to kick the fucker out and get on by yourself but that's possibly not the best advice.

I don't know what to say other than from now on do nothing for him and if he dares to complain tell him you are happy to look after children when you are ill but not an adult. If he doesn't like it? Tough.

CocktailQueen · 11/02/2014 10:59

I'm so run down bcos he does nothing at all ... if he is "ill" he gets to go to bed sleep it off and get well and expects to b waited on hand and foot. I just want a bit of understanding that just holding the dc is causing me agony right now

And he feels like a lemon on the school run? Hmm

What a lazy, selfish entitled prick. Get rid. What do you get out of this relationship?

There is no way on earth he would have custody of the kids - anyway, would he really want to?? It would involve doing the school run and pulling his finger out and actually doing some work. So don't worry about that. He sounds vile. I'm sorry, OP. You don't deserve this - and your dc deserve a better role model as a dad.

I'm sorry you're feeling so rough - hope you feel better soon.

JoinYourPlayfellows · 11/02/2014 11:08

Poor guy, his appliance (that's you, mummy) is faulty.

It's very vexing when the things you own (like you, mummy) and have paid for don't perform as they should.

Please get rid of this total bastard from your life.

His threats about removing your children because of OCD are empty and total bullshit.

ifyourehoppyandyouknowit · 11/02/2014 11:17

You 'D'H is an abusive twatwaffle. Get rid of him, now.

And RE the infected mastitis. You do need to rest, else he's going to be up shit creek RE you cooking him dinner when you end up in hospital with septicemia.

Jess03 · 11/02/2014 11:19

I know any people with OCD, it wouldn't be something that would have a bearing on custody unless so severe up we're hospitalized, but it does show him to be an abusive manipulative tosser. Imagine you are your dd, why should you accept less than you want for her as a minimum? If you were my dd I'd be getting your locks changed for you.

whippetwoman · 11/02/2014 11:20

He really wouldn't be able to have the children taken away from you. You are the main carer. When you are better have a free half an hour with a solicitor, they will soon put your fears to rest on that front. I have had Mastitis and it's like having flu, I felt so ill I couldn't walk the dog, let alone do the school run. Am so sorry for you.

Needadvice5 · 11/02/2014 11:23

You poor thing, what an absolute twat!

A relationship should be completely equal. Regardless of who works, he should be encouraging you to go bed and rest whilst he cares for the dc. What a wanker .

what would happen if you developed sepsis from the infection and you ended up being admitted for iv antibiotics? Who would look after the poor kids?

You ought to show him this thread to make him realise what an idiot he is....

DonkeysDontRideBicycles · 11/02/2014 11:41

The school run is stressful at the best of times, especially in winter when you're full of cold and now in your case, suffering with infected mastitis.

What an absolute bellend your H is.

Fish and chips or another takeaway would be easy enough to pick up on his way home from work, surely?

Don't worry about him keeping you away from the DCs, if you have OCD it's not something that makes you an unfit mother. Anyway he won't want the DCs he wouldn't know how to cope.

If he doesn't like being the sole wage earner he will like it less if you separate and he has his own housework to handle plus the DCs to look after by himself every other weekend. And no more being waited on hand and foot next time he is unwell.

It might be worth next time you feel well enough finding out what you would be entitled to if you did split up.

Xfirefly · 11/02/2014 12:01

i had sepsis after DD was born and my DP waited on my hand and foot. my temperature was also in the 40s and I know that it feels rotten. I've just read this to him and his words were 'what a knob'. You don't deserve this.

Thanks for you. hope you get better soon

VegetariansTasteLikeChicken · 11/02/2014 12:02

Your DH is a cunt.

That's not totally helpful but it's true. I really hope you feel better OP

jenecho · 11/02/2014 12:24

I agree with everyone else, what a git. I think he must just not understand what it is, if he just thinks it is painful boob, rather than the shivery shaky feverish reality. But even if he doesn't understand you need to spell it out to him, and he should be more sympathetic if he loves you. First time I had it i only had one dc and strapped her to my chest and propped myself up on the bed while he rushed home as i didn't feel safe looking after her. She was ebf and there wasn't much he could do for he
r but he made the effort and tried to help me as best he could anyway. This time im doing heat, massage, pumping if i get even the slightest hint of impending mastitis and taking disgusting lecithin to try and avoid any plugged ducts.

i think it is just one of those things that people don't understand unless they have been there. I also suffer migraines with aura- i literally go blind and have to drop what im doing and go home to lie in a darkened room while my head explodes and wear dark glasses for three days. But im pretty sure all anyone hears is "ive got a headache" and thinks i should man up and get on with it!

pointythings · 11/02/2014 12:45

He needs to man up and help out because with a temp over 40, you should not be driving. It's like driving drunk, very dangerous.

Of course what you really need to do is get better and then tell him to shape up or get the hell out. SAHM does not equal slave.