to change my mind and tell him to sod off?

[Flojobunny]

Damn it damn it DAMN IT!
I have just finished a self esteem course, I was scraping my life back together after being swallowed up by depression and now the guy I was seeing (yes vegan shoe cock) turned up on my doorstep looking all sexy and carefree and before I know it I had made him and brew and snogged him and .....it gets worse....taken the blame for everything that happened in our relationship ...and told him I'd see him on Monday.
Why? I mean really, why?

I too am fully aware that this is highly inappropriate but I'm dying to know the story behind vegan shoe cock.

Well done for cancelling. I personally would have opted for hecates reply about you just feeling bored but I'm a bitch like that.
The last guy that treated me like shit then thought I'd come running just because he text me i told
"as tempting as that sounds I think I'd rather shit in my hands and clap"
It also because as Agent said it great sabotage and makes you cut all ties ( i tend to get small bouts of empowerment so need to make the most of them)
I don't think your quite there yet op, but you will be dont worry. I have no doubts you'll be telling him you'd rather shit in your hands sooner than you think

I'm a big bitch and that's why I suggested it. I calculated it to be the most crushing and casually dismissive thing that could possibly be said to him.

There's a special spot in hell reserved for me.

When did that accent get above my e?
I don't even know how to do that, but would love to know so I can do it again

Haha I'll be right there with you, sounds more fun than heaven anyway.

Look, you haven't done too badly here. He turned up in nice mode, you took full advantage (fnarr fnarr) then sacked him off before he had time to go into turdy-knob-chop mode. You've taken back a bit of control then legged it before any adverse consequences occurred. Result.

Don't do it again though, eh? Too much risk you'll fall back into being messed about by him.

To recap the vegan shoe cock thing. I stupidly asked him what he wanted for Xmas, and he said shoes, of course they couldn't be any old converse or anything. He's a strict vegetarian so they had to be vege/vegan shoes. So I started a thread asking for advice on where to by vegan shoes and within a day I was then starting a thread on my bf behaviour and was told 'this isn't the vegan shoe guy is it? Why r u entertaining this cock' which then mutated in to 'LTB vegan shoe cock'.
So I did, not before flinging the damn shoes in front of him whilst eating a hamburger (I had converted to vege for him).