I remember being pregnant...and terrified ....at the turn of the new millineum.They had much so much talk about how computers etc wouldn't cope with the change at midnight,I was convinced that all airplanes would crash,nuclear missiles would launch etc.Plenty of people the world over hoarder tinned food so they could survive......seriously,it was a big deal.
I stayed awake for 2 days beforehand,so that I would be so exhausted I would sleep through the end of the world at midnight (it made perfect sense to me at the time!)
Anyway,off I went to bed,conked out and nearly died of shock at being awoken by 'explosions' at midnight....I honestly have never been so terrified.
Turned out it was fecking fireworks from a New Years Eve party down the road.
The moral of the story?I can understand you being scared,op.And I don't think you're mad.But I do believe that everything will be ok,and on the 22nd you will realise this.By all means,book the day off to be with your family if it makes the build up to that date easier....but be assured,there have been many other times when people thought the world would end.And it didn't.