Im 1 week overdue, been together 12 years never had a problem, maybe its my hormones but you decide:
i rang him in work today to tell him my contractions had started, he replies well im sending my mate round to finish putting down the laminate flooring, i tell him not too, im alone at home his mate will surely understand why i dont want company. An hour later his mate turned up anyway. since then ive been sat up in bed crying my eyes out, half an hour ago his mum and dad also turned up and are making cups of tea for everyone, his mum can barely see so ill probably get up to a filthy kitchen with tea bags everywere like last week.
In just the past week hes managed to piss me off by going out to watch the match while i was having a sleep and in pain, didnt know where he was, when i rang he was at a neighbours. we also had an arguement cos his ego wont let delete someone of facebook that used to be my friend, we fell out ages ago and havent seen her for 6 years, i asked him to delete her he said it was bad karma
. and as he asked me to check something on his facebook yesterday i also saw this week his ex has been back in contact with him - his ex i might add of nearly 15 years ago, any other time id just think its an old friend thing, theyre still on good terms etc, but this girl made my life hell when i 1st got with him for the 1st 3 years i was verbally abused by her and her firends, even excluded from weddings and such events as she didnt want me there.
i wonder why though of all the weeks, she chose this week when im due to give birth to get back in touch. maybe im being paranoid, through pain and lack of sleep, i could really kill him right now for how hes made me feel this week, i feel like im last on his list of priorities. so while im sat up here having contractions listening to the sound of a circular saw and them all having a good old catch up - we dont have any doors on the rooms yet as theyve been sent to be stripped so makes it even harder to stay calm without wanting to kill them all!