to wonder where the stupid fucker has got to?

[DameHermione]

Dh has gone out on a jolly. He isn't back yet.

The weather is dreadful. V v v windy and rainy.

If the stupid fucker got the bus they planned on getting he should have been back an hour ago.

I am most certainly not going to pick up. I have had a glass of wine.

Stupid fucker has also left his mobile here at home.

Stupid fucker also has a habit of getting absolutely legless occasionally.

I have to work at the crack of dawn tomorrow and could do without a broken night wondering where he is.

I am more than a bit cross.

I could phone his mum as she is the only one who knows about my PND, but got a feeling she would say 'YABU like, you know what he's like'

Yeah but tbh, DD seems to have picked up on it and has only woke up once which would be heaven if I could sleep! Thanks for your help.

You should not have to do this by yourself. Lack of sleep can make PND worse. If his mum knows then talk to her. I'm sure she will be much more understanding than you think, Especially about him throwing up everywhere.

How do you feel right now?

Is he back yet op? Could he maybe have stayed at a friends?

What time did he turn up OP?

The other two idiots back? What did we do to deserve this????

Did he turn up then, DameHermione?

Oh yes Monkey, fucking strolled in at 5am. I banished him to the spare room, can't even look at him let alone speak to him.

I phoned MIL who said 'If you had let me look after DD overnight, you could have gone out as well'. Um, no, I'm not allowed to drink because of ADs and I have a slight sense of responsibility with a 6 week old staying away, let alone an hour away at this age, unlike your son

Grrrr Dame I hope he's home for you, even if you did tear him a new one

How did yours do Monkey after the sick incident? You don't sound happy

Whilst being sick, I stormed downstairs to make sure he hadn't been sick on anything important, he got very defensive (in a stupid drunken way) and 'promised' he had cleaned it all up, that only a 'tiny bit landed on the windowsill and that had been wiped' the rest out the window (on my plants!!! Hoping torrential rain has helped them!!!). So after forcing him up, to be sick in the toilet, and dealing with Dd, who is being really good despite recovering from a nasty ear infection, I find sick encrusted in the carpet, curtains and over Dds favourite M&Ps rocking snail. I am so so angry and upset, he says he will clean it, that he will never do it again etc etc. But I still end up scrubbing it, with a streaming cold and persuading Dd (13months) that she doesn't need to sit in it or lick the stain remover.
Fed up

he finally got in about 2-ish. who knowss how or where he was. Middle of the night irrationality at it's very best.