So... I pretty much f*cked up my education (totally my fault) and ended up doing a job that I love and enjoy every day but it's just not what I really want to do. I've been thinking about going back studying, but somehow it was never the right time, I didn't know what to study, excuses, excuses...
A few months ago I came across a thread where somebody mentioned actuaries - English not being my first language I had to google it and I just felt it sounds like my dream job. I thought it'll pass, but I kept thinking about it, looking it up and I'm more and more into it.
I know it's extremely hard work to qualify especially that I'd have to start at the very beginning, with a BSc (I'm thinking Maths at Birkbeck as I'll have to work too to support myself and also I think it's too late for the 2012 entry anywhere else) which would take 4 years and then I could actually start studying for the actuarial qualifications.
But I'm panicking a bit worried that I'm way too old now? I'm 32 so I'd be 36 when I could actually register as an actuarial student and, and, and I don't know what to do. Really it's my age that's making me think I'm being ridiculous but I also think if I don't start studying now I'll never do - and I don't want to look back at my life later and wish I'd tried.
So I'd love to hear your opinions - I'm afraid it's more a wwyd than an aibu, but hope it's ok. I really need either some support or a big slap to wake up...
(and I have namechanged, not that I post sooo much, but still :D)