Because I feel like I'm going a bit mental...
Am (happily) married and definitely wouldn't act on it, btw.
When I first met DC's new teacher I remember thinking 'mmm he's quite yummy' but then thought no more of it. Fast forward to about a month ago and DCs class put on a show, and afterwards the parents had the chance to look around the class at the costumes, etc they'd made. I couldn't help noticing that DCs teacher seemed to single me out a bit and kept chatting to me - and stood a bit closer than 'normal' - and had very twinkly smiley eyes.... And pathetic as it sounds, having been married a loooooooong time, I enjoyed the attention from another man and (possibly) was a bit flirty.
Since then I've definitely caught him looking over at me morning & afternoon in the playground - and last week after school he came over and started chatting to me - conversation was something like
him: 'hello how are you'
me: 'Oh no, what's she (DD's name) done?' (laughing)
him: 'oh nothing, (she's) doing great - I just saw you standing here shiverring away and thought I'd come and say hi'
blah blah blah....
When he talks to me he definitely has a flirty twinkle in his eye and there is alot of eye contact and smileyness.
The problem is though, why can't I just think 'ooh this is nice' and then forget it and get on with my day? Why have I (over the last few days) found myself thinking about him all the time, playing sloppy songs on my ipod and generally acting like a 15 year old when i fancied George Michael?
I would never cheat on my DH, I love him and the thought of anyone coming between us (on either side) is devastating. So what's wrong with my head? And am I just reading too much into his friendly-ness anyway?
Someone slap me.