not unreasonable but so scared

[atosilis]

I went out with 2 friends for the first time in ages. I went to sit down as I was tired and they were still dancing. I hadn't had a lot to drink and there are photos of me looking completely normal. I can remember agreeing to a drink with a group round the table - then blank. I woke up the next morning in some bloke's bed, he was waking me up telling me to go home before his flatmate woke up. I couldn't get out of the building and had to wait for a woman to come down the stairs and press a buzzer, she took me to a cafe and got me a cup of tea, told me how to get a train. I try so hard to remember what happened and nothing. I'm convinced I've got every lurgy going and can't get it out of my head. I can't tell my friends, I just told them I was tired and went home early although they were trying to ring me all through the night. My husband is coming back from a business trip tomorrow and I am petrified.

I think we should leave the OP alone for a while now as we have all put our point across and told her what she wanted and needed to hear.

I fear that we are all just going to make her feel worse or pressured into doing something that yes, would be the right thing to do, but she might not want to and might not be best for her. That is the last thing she needs at this stressful point in time.

Op, I have been where you are before and I hope everything gets better for you. And I am sure that you have gathered if you need support there are hundreds of us here willing to listen.

I feel so bad for you, but you have done nothing wrong! You need to speak to a GP or someone and get yourself checked out, and you should report to the police, see if they can track down the lady who helped you and what not.

Please tell your husband too, and remind yourself you have done NOTHING wrong.

i was with my friend once in a bar in a town neither of us knew i had been to a wedding all day so had a considerable amount to drink my friend met me at the wedding and we went out from there we had a couple of drinks then went to this bar got drinks in and and started talking to some men i went to the loo and when i got back my friend was practitily unconcious like i said she had only had a couple of drinks fortunatley although i wasent sober i had enough sense to get us both out of the bar in a taxi and take us to the hotel we booked she was very ill for the rest of the night but apart from that thankfully we were both ok i think she was probably drugged my heart goes out to you and please get some help