You will have to excuse me im possibly a bit arsy but im soo bloody jarred off with dp ive lost grip with whos in the wrong here.
Understandably me and dp are a touch stressed, weve been 'homeless' for 3wks and staying in a bnb.
Im not sure if hes tired or what but his attitude stinks, everything i do he rants at me for it.
anyway, we are all in one bedroom, dd is rather unsettled and keeps ending up in our bed, a couple of nights ago i woke up at 4am with no room to move so just got up and got in the bottom bunk, sometime in the night dd woke and bit my phone, and its broken completely, i was rather upset as it was given to me and there is no way on earth we can replace it dp told me it was my 'own fucking fault' for leaving it out, it was on top of a chest of drawers on charge, but anyway being a stupid girl i cried and he went off on one calling me spoilt etc so i just went and got showered, then after breakfast hes clearly in a mood, apparently i was 'bang out of line' expecting to just go and have a shower leaving him to feed the dcs. i mean wtf!!!! hes always been fantastic and we just go about our routine each picking up where the last left off.
the mood has carried on 3 days, and came to a head today when he realised hed not bothered to tell me the car insurance was due and we had until close of business to sort it, i tried everything i could and couldnt raise the cash cue slamming doors etc (at my mums house)
then dd runs through proclaiming she has pood and rushes out to the trampoline, ds and my sister guide her to the door in the enclosure and she trips, i grab her arm and lift her quickly so she doesnt fall, at this point dp slams into, twists my wrist and shoves me in the shoulder screaming at me to get the hell off her, my mum saw everything and has no idea why he reacted like it, hes adamant i man handled her, i did not.
anyway he then begins gathering up the childrens things saying hes leaving so i get my stuff and follow as we walk out the door he snatches ds hand from me and attempts to strap dd in while keeping ds away from me, i take ds and strap him in all the while hes talking at dd saying im evil and nasty and did mummy hurt you, dd keeps saying no daddy. i get in the car, not really wanting to but to scared to allow him to drive off with the children, he then drives slowly around and stops a few times really scaring me.
ive just tried talking to him and he just wont, hes decided hes too tired and has been asleep an hour.
i dont know what the hell i did, or is going on, hes snapped and is making me miserable. nd hes usually and has been for 6yrs lovely kind and helpful, please if you can see my errror, tell me.