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I'm sorry for all the difficulties you've gone through. I think there could be a small sub-group of people for whom vaccines could be problematic. Since vaccines studies are done at the population level and either the group or the risk is small, we don't see the effect.
You're quite right to have your concerns taken seriously. But that doesn't mean that mass vaccination isn't right. If you said, look, I think we need to look at the markers for sub-populations who might be high risk, I'd say, that makes sense to me.
But to rubbish the huge amount of evidence that says that vaccines save lives, based on some fear that all medical professionals are in cahoots with the pharma companies, just doesn't hold water for me.
At the population level, vaccines don't have a negative effect - if it is then it's so small it can't be detected. But that doesn't mean that there can't be a very small group who have higher risk which is lost in the larger population. If I felt that my children were in that group, based on family history or whatever, then I probabyl wouldn't vaccinate. But I'd really really want everyone else, who don't have those concerns, to vaccinate theirs in order that my children are protected. And that's not the message I'm getting.