I've name changed for this.
I can't be fucked with anything anymore. My lo is 9 months old and I haven't taken him outside in a week now. There's no-one to go and see, nothing to do which doesn't involve money and no nice places to walk to.
I try so hard to be the perfect wife and mum, and it just goes tits up. H always jokes and says that I'm so lazy, but he says it so often that I'm starting to believe it.
I hate sex, I can't fucking stand it. I only have sex with H to keep him interested, as I'v got it into my thick head that he'll just leave me for some beautiful woman if I don't.
I want to feel me again. I want to have a laugh and go out more with H. I want to stop feeling tearful and lonely.