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Calling time on wine: 100 days sober - starting 01/01/26

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reset100 · 27/12/2025 09:06

My wine drinking has slowly spiralled into a daily habit and I’m calling time on it. No drama, no rock bottom - just the realisation that it’s become a crutch and I want out of the swirl.

From 1st January, I’m committing to 100 days sober and I’d love others to join me. This isn’t about moderation or “just weekends” - it’s about a clean break and supporting each other to go completely alcohol-free for the full 100 days.

If alcohol has crept in as a daily default, if you’re tired of negotiating with yourself every evening, or if you simply want a proper reset with people who get it, you’re very welcome here.

No judgement. No pressure. Just accountability, honesty, and support.

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Youdontseehow · 06/01/2026 07:28

Morning all - 4am wake up for me too thanks to DH snoring. Decanted to spare room and managed an extra hour or so before getting up as back to work today. Really enjoy my job just hate the bus commute, especially in bad weather.

Day 7 for me and zero desire to drink but I know it will come at some point. Got a 4 day trip away in two weeks - just me and DH, and we’d normally have a few drinks over the day then maybe a bottle of wine in the apartment in the evening. I will definitely pass on this and whilst DH wants me to stop drinking to excess, I know he will miss putting the world to rights over the evening wine. But I won’t crack and I’ve told him as much as- I’m absolutely fine with him drinking but I’ve committed to 100 days (at least) and I’m determined to do it. So it will be a different dynamic but hopefully eventually better for everyone.

Have a great sober day everyone 💐

Queenage · 06/01/2026 07:40

WorriedMutha · 05/01/2026 19:03

@Queenage You and I share a similar history. I started dry January last year and after 6 months switched to moderating. I kept within limits as I kept the app on my phone and logged everything. I averaged 20 to 40 units per MONTH so hardly hammering it. That crept up at Christmas and I'm back for a reset. I am reading all the posts but not really joining the convo as it seems more of the posters were clocking way more units and so their cravings and symptoms are a bit more newsworthy. We can all get something out of a reset because any spell af has benefits.

Interesting isn’t it - moderation is SO hard. More often than not without a reset like this you end up right back at the bottle a night. I don’t want that either. Good luck, it’s not easy but it’s worth it.

jasflowers · 06/01/2026 07:40

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JustAnotherDayWorkingAtHome · 06/01/2026 07:42

starting day 4 here. Sleeping pretty well. 8 hours last night and waking feeling less sluggish. An up making DD2 her school lunch which I normally leave to her. Off to the office and feeling positive.

i start a new job in 2 months and there have been mutterings about a leaving do at my current job. Not sure how to navigate that am thinking of saying I don’t want a fuss and just going out for dinner with close colleagues.

Goandygo · 06/01/2026 08:55

Morning all !
Great to read you're all feeling positive. I think there are always bumps in the road when changes are made. Making new routines is hard but worth it I've found.
For example I always drank when cooking or watching tennis, but I stopped that ( a few years ago actually so not recently), and now it doesn't even occur to me to drink at those times.
Anyway, Day 5 for me. Slept really well and back at work today.
I don't start til 5pm. I never wanted a job with such start times but it really benefits me as I can't drink even if I wanted to !
Keep going, folks - we're doing great.

Elmeux · 06/01/2026 09:40

Morning all. I’m in. This was me 7 years ago. My wine consumption crept gradually over the previous years. I was easily drinking a bottle of wine in about an hour every night, and much more on the weekends. It was in excessive of 100/120 units a week. I used alcohol to help with stress but at that point realised it didn’t help and just contributed to it all. My GP threatened to report me to the DVLA when I was honest about my weekly consumption which wasn’t helpful. I stopped drinking jan 2019 and although hard initially, my life improved immeasurably. I now have a nearly 4 y/o and it’s great not being a slave to a bottle of Sauv Blanc. Even during a significant period of stress related illness I was able to utilise different strategies to cope with it all. However, my dad died in August and I started drinking again. It’s crept up, not quite back to previous levels but 3-4 bottles a week. And I feel shit for it. I was planning on stopping again and haven’t had anything since New Year’s Day, so I’m happy to have found this thread

Goandygo · 06/01/2026 09:45

@Elmeux sorry for your loss ❤️
What's great is that you've done it before, you can do it again. It fascinates me that so many of us know it makes us feel crap, yet we still do it.
I always thought if seafood, for example, made me ill, I'd avoid it. But wine, no. For some reason I kept giving it more chances.
I guess that's the nature of addiction though.
(I haven't had anything since new years day either).

needastrongoneagain · 06/01/2026 11:21

Morning.

Checking in. I am the weirdo that runs early every day - in shorts!! (Top is cosy though)

@ElmeuxI am sorry to for your loss. Well done on stopping again since NY. Take the lessons learned from last time and apply them as you clearly did very well.

I’m wondering if moderation just gives us too much room for negotiation with our brain. If you’ve read the chimp paradox, then that would generally say the chimp would win the argument and you’d find a reason or justification to reach for the glass. These 100 days have taken that choice away, in a really positive way. I’m glad.

I think this is day 12 for me, and no real cravings that I can’t control so far, which is unheard of for me. No doubt they will come but this time does feel different, I’m tired of negotiating with myself I think.

2026x · 06/01/2026 11:28

Goandygo · 06/01/2026 09:45

@Elmeux sorry for your loss ❤️
What's great is that you've done it before, you can do it again. It fascinates me that so many of us know it makes us feel crap, yet we still do it.
I always thought if seafood, for example, made me ill, I'd avoid it. But wine, no. For some reason I kept giving it more chances.
I guess that's the nature of addiction though.
(I haven't had anything since new years day either).

I am listening to Dopamine Nation by Anna Lembke which you might find interesting. I definitely exhibit dopamine driven behaviour (in lots of parts of my life, not just drinking). It's not very long (only about 6 hrs).

2026x · 06/01/2026 11:32

needastrongoneagain · 06/01/2026 11:21

Morning.

Checking in. I am the weirdo that runs early every day - in shorts!! (Top is cosy though)

@ElmeuxI am sorry to for your loss. Well done on stopping again since NY. Take the lessons learned from last time and apply them as you clearly did very well.

I’m wondering if moderation just gives us too much room for negotiation with our brain. If you’ve read the chimp paradox, then that would generally say the chimp would win the argument and you’d find a reason or justification to reach for the glass. These 100 days have taken that choice away, in a really positive way. I’m glad.

I think this is day 12 for me, and no real cravings that I can’t control so far, which is unheard of for me. No doubt they will come but this time does feel different, I’m tired of negotiating with myself I think.

Alongside not drinking I am setting myself the challenge of running every day in January. I have been running on and off since kids but haven't been able to ingrain the habit of exercise which I used to have pre-kids.

Five runs in and I reckon 2 of them I wouldn't have bothered if I didn't have the January target.

Goandygo · 06/01/2026 12:46

It's a difficult one for me, the subject of moderating.
If I eat out with dh, I often just had 2 glasses. (Prior to this new habit, I'd more often than not pick up more on way home. However, I stopped that). So, in that sense, I can moderate.
New Year's Eve I had 1 glass, and we went to Spain twixmas and I definitely moderated then.
I can moderate, but I have to be mindful all the time. The mental gymnastics is tiring for me.
Plus, I've found that I get a taste for it. I gradually let it back into my life, then I'm back to square 1.
Abstention is best for me, on so many levels.

Notbwinetimeitsmyprimetime · 06/01/2026 13:09

I agree re moderation. In my head I'm great at it. In practice I have a glass, and then go waheyyyyyy fuck it unless it's a group social situation with the in laws or something. I basically need a reason unrelated to me to not drink eg driving, child is ill, need to not put my foot in it with relatives. If it's just me, my health and mental wellbeing that apparently doesn't carry enough weight!! It's utterly ridiculous.

2026x · 06/01/2026 13:11

Notbwinetimeitsmyprimetime · 06/01/2026 13:09

I agree re moderation. In my head I'm great at it. In practice I have a glass, and then go waheyyyyyy fuck it unless it's a group social situation with the in laws or something. I basically need a reason unrelated to me to not drink eg driving, child is ill, need to not put my foot in it with relatives. If it's just me, my health and mental wellbeing that apparently doesn't carry enough weight!! It's utterly ridiculous.

If it's just me, my health and mental wellbeing that apparently doesn't carry enough weight

Yep!!

SparkFinder · 06/01/2026 14:35

Queenage · 06/01/2026 07:40

Interesting isn’t it - moderation is SO hard. More often than not without a reset like this you end up right back at the bottle a night. I don’t want that either. Good luck, it’s not easy but it’s worth it.

One unexpected benefit of abstinence was the reduction in mental load. You're right, moderation is hard work. The thinking about how many drinks on a particular night ahead of time, thinking about the next morning and what has to happen, then the ongoing negotiation with self and others when out, when the plan goes haywire. The simplicity of I drive there and drive home and never have to even think about the morning is glorious. And when the night is getting messy and my fun is going down but theirs is ramping up and I feel a bit sorry for myself and wonder if I really want to stay off the drink, I remind myself of this and leave to my quick and easy trip home.

SparkFinder · 06/01/2026 14:41

Notbwinetimeitsmyprimetime · 06/01/2026 13:09

I agree re moderation. In my head I'm great at it. In practice I have a glass, and then go waheyyyyyy fuck it unless it's a group social situation with the in laws or something. I basically need a reason unrelated to me to not drink eg driving, child is ill, need to not put my foot in it with relatives. If it's just me, my health and mental wellbeing that apparently doesn't carry enough weight!! It's utterly ridiculous.

Feck them. You don't need any good enough reason. You just do you. Some people are very invested in keeping you drinking unfortunately, but you can't control them you can only control yourself. Forget having to come with a good enough reason, just do what's right for you and hold firm.

AuraBora · 06/01/2026 14:45

SparkFinder · 06/01/2026 14:35

One unexpected benefit of abstinence was the reduction in mental load. You're right, moderation is hard work. The thinking about how many drinks on a particular night ahead of time, thinking about the next morning and what has to happen, then the ongoing negotiation with self and others when out, when the plan goes haywire. The simplicity of I drive there and drive home and never have to even think about the morning is glorious. And when the night is getting messy and my fun is going down but theirs is ramping up and I feel a bit sorry for myself and wonder if I really want to stay off the drink, I remind myself of this and leave to my quick and easy trip home.

Yes this is so true.
Also not having thought during the day (even on waking sometimes!) Whether or not I will drink tonight.. the mental battle in the supermarket etc. So freeing not to have that!

AuraBora · 06/01/2026 14:48

@Elmeux thanks for sharing your honest post. Amazing you did 7 years and all the best for this time around!

(I also have a all almost 4 year old and I am so much more patient with him (and his older sibling) when not drinking).

Notbwinetimeitsmyprimetime · 06/01/2026 15:22

SparkFinder · 06/01/2026 14:41

Feck them. You don't need any good enough reason. You just do you. Some people are very invested in keeping you drinking unfortunately, but you can't control them you can only control yourself. Forget having to come with a good enough reason, just do what's right for you and hold firm.

Oh sorry, what I meant was I can only moderate if I have external pressure such as seeing the in laws. Otherwise it's a total binge 🙈 tragic I know...

SparkFinder · 06/01/2026 16:53

Notbwinetimeitsmyprimetime · 06/01/2026 15:22

Oh sorry, what I meant was I can only moderate if I have external pressure such as seeing the in laws. Otherwise it's a total binge 🙈 tragic I know...

Ah I get it, sorry I misunderstood!

SwiftyFifty · 06/01/2026 17:47

WHAT ACTUALLY FEELS BETTER AFTER YOU QUIT DRINKING
(Not just the health stuff)

THE QUESTION NOBODY ANSWERS HONESTLY

“I’m day 5. Apart from health benefits… what actually feels better long term? I’m scared life will feel colourless and boring.”

That fear is real.
And it’s sensible.

Here’s the truth. Not the Instagram version.

Early sobriety can feel flat. Colourless. Even boring.
Especially between days 5 and 14.

That does NOT mean life without alcohol is dull.
It means your brain chemistry hasn’t recalibrated yet.

Alcohol artificially colours everything.
It floods dopamine, blunts stress, and adds a fake glow to otherwise ordinary moments.

When you remove it, the lights dip before they come back on properly.

That dip is where people panic.
And that panic is what sends them back.

You’re not aiming for a life without enjoyment.
You’re aiming for a life without the constant need to escape it.

WHAT ACTUALLY CHANGES OVER TIME
(A week-by-week reality check)

This is not motivation.
This is physiology and nervous system recovery.

WEEK 1 (DAYS 1–7): THE SHOCK PHASE

If you’re in your first week, this is what’s actually happening.

Sleep is broken.
Mood is flat or edgy.
Anxiety spikes.
Your brain is loud and demanding.

Nothing feels rewarding yet.
Not because life is empty.
Because dopamine signalling is suppressed.

Your nervous system is recalibrating after years of artificial stimulation.

What actually improves in Week 1:
• You prove you can sit with discomfort
• You break the automatic drink-at-6pm loop
• Your body starts real detox, not masking

What to understand:
Flat does not mean forever.
Flat means rebooting.

WEEK 2 (DAYS 8–14): THE FOG PHASE

This is where most people give up.
Not because they are weak.
Because nobody warned them about this part.

You’re past the initial shock.
But the payoff hasn’t arrived yet.

Energy is inconsistent.
Motivation feels low.
Your brain starts asking, “What’s the point?”

This is not relapse thinking.
This is dopamine recovery.

What improves in Week 2:
• Anxiety becomes less sharp
• Sleep lengthens, even if it’s still odd
• Cravings shift from physical to psychological

What to understand:
Do not chase excitement here.
Stability comes first.

WEEK 3 (DAYS 15–21): THE CLARITY PHASE

This is where things start to turn.

Mental noise drops.
You wake up clearer.
Emotional swings reduce.
You’re less reactive.

This is often the first moment people think:
“Oh… this is better.”

What improves in Week 3:
• Focus and attention
• Emotional regulation
• Confidence in your own decisions

This is not hype.
This is your nervous system settling.

WEEK 4 (DAYS 22–30): THE GROUNDING PHASE

Life starts to feel normal again.
But better.

Pleasure returns quietly.
You feel present.
You trust your routines.

What improves in Week 4:
• Deep, restorative sleep
• Stable energy
• Self-trust locking in

This is where people realise they’re not white-knuckling anymore.

BEYOND 30 DAYS: THE IDENTITY SHIFT

This is where it stops being about not drinking.

You stop asking:
“Can I?”

And start asking:
“Do I even want to?”

Your nervous system is calmer.
Your decisions feel cleaner.
Life has depth again.

Not louder.
Deeper.

IF YOU ARE ON DAY 5

You are not failing.
You are not missing something.
You are not broken.

You are early in a system reset.

The witching hour urge will pass.
The fear of boredom will pass.

What replaces them is steadier, calmer, and far more liveable.

You don’t need to love sobriety today.
You just need to stay long enough for your nervous system to remember how to feel colour again.

And it will.

You’re not giving something up.
You’re letting something else come back.

Save this for the days your brain tells you nothing is changing.

reset100 · 06/01/2026 18:58

What a day.. I’m poorly with this awful cold and the car has now gone into limp mode - had to be abandoned half way on the school run! Late to school (first time ever) via bus (haven’t been on one in years). RAC man took over 4 hours to turn up only to tell me it needed to go into the garage - erm yes mate I’m aware. Frozen.. 🥶 garage believe they have fixed the problem near £600 later I pick up the car.. start driving home.. limp mode and warning lights are flashing up so definitely not fixed!! So it need to be towed back to the garage tomorrow and we have tons of snow forecast overnight. BUT.. I will not let this make me press the fuck it button. NO NO NO. Tomorrow we go again.. the RAC can take the frigging car back to the garage - have they fixed something that didn’t need fixing 🤷🏼‍♀️ does more need fixing 🤷🏼‍♀️ who knows! I will not crack, these situations are when we turn to wine, I’m absolutely determined not to.

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freshstart2026 · 06/01/2026 19:04

I’ve not caught up on the thread yet, but checking in to say I had my assessment today. It went okay - not bad but not great. I don’t think I’ve got the job. However, now I’m on my way home and REALLY want a glass of wine to relax and as a reward for getting through it! I can’t lie, it feels so crap not to be able to 😞

Goandygo · 06/01/2026 19:32

@reset100 gawd, what a palaver. These things are sent to test us, as my mother would say !
Good for you for not caving. You're absolutely right - it's these type of situations where you just want to say feck it.
The wine wouldn't help. We just think it would.
Hope it all gets sorted 🙏

reset100 · 06/01/2026 19:32

freshstart2026 · 06/01/2026 19:04

I’ve not caught up on the thread yet, but checking in to say I had my assessment today. It went okay - not bad but not great. I don’t think I’ve got the job. However, now I’m on my way home and REALLY want a glass of wine to relax and as a reward for getting through it! I can’t lie, it feels so crap not to be able to 😞

Your mind is playing tricks on you.. the initial relief will be replaced with regret and a banging headache. PLAY IT FORWARD how will you feel tomorrow morning if you drink tonight? I suspect like a failure 😞 distraction is key here.. find something to divert your thoughts. Washing up, clean the bathroom. It will pass. Hugs xx

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freshstart2026 · 06/01/2026 19:44

reset100 · 06/01/2026 19:32

Your mind is playing tricks on you.. the initial relief will be replaced with regret and a banging headache. PLAY IT FORWARD how will you feel tomorrow morning if you drink tonight? I suspect like a failure 😞 distraction is key here.. find something to divert your thoughts. Washing up, clean the bathroom. It will pass. Hugs xx

Thank you so much OP. “Play it forward” were the exact words I needed to hear!

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