Hey lovely mumsnetters so it’s pretty early in the morning and I can’t get to sleep, you see I made a decision tonight that I’m done with alcohol. I lost my dearest cousin nearly 3 years ago now she would have been 40 this year, I can’t do this to myself anymore, I have been so frightened by it but I have to just stop, I feel a relief that I’ve made the choice, it can be so lonely , so sending love to anyone else who has struggled too we can do this xxxx