Its been two years 15 days since I last saw my son. 745 days since I said goodbye to my gorgeous little boy .But I am slowly making a life for myself and hopefully making him proud. I haven't forgotten him. I won't. I can't but I am doing well. I went for my first full time paid job interview last week and I got a phone call the following day to offer me the position ..
Its taken a lot of baby steps to get me to the place I am now at. I start the first Monday in August. Shortly after my birthday. I'm so proud of how far I have come .I can't wait to write in my letter to him that I am working full time.And doing well .
I've also been dieting hard and lost 15pounds in the last 9 weeks .And I am continuingto lose weight .Im cooking daily .Avoiding take a ways (though I want pizza out my first pay check but its the first since I started dieting). I'm looking and feeling better .I'm no longer on my anti depressants and though I have Down days I cope with them now .
I couldn't have got here without the support and love of my best friend and of you guy so thank you x