I've been eating some of my 'stockpiles'. Mainly because I eat everything from the fridge, then the freezer (you know in case of powercuts). Then I looked around and realised I had probably bought enough tins for about 3 months, maybe longer. So I've started eating a few. One thing I have noticed is lots of tinned food is not really very filling. I usually eat lots of fish, chicken ie protein. Tinned mackeral, sardines are quite good for filling you up. All the tinned ravioli, meatballs, micro rice etc I find are not very filling. I'm guessing because they are not 'real' meat. I wonder if my supplies will last as long as I think as I am eating more tins per meal than anticipated as still hungry. I've got about 90 tins of mackeral/sardines but I finding the tinned soup not very filling. I am missing my fresh stuff (greek yogurt, berries, cottage cheese and proteins meats). Just food for thought (sorry no pun intended). Don't think it would be very enjoyable eating tinned food for very long although I suppose the tinned fruit tastes okay (not sure how good it is for you)
In other news I have started watching BBC's 'Survivors' again. (the 2008 version with Julie Graham). I've seen it before but I am quite enjoying watching it again. I reckon the fighting over fuel, food and general lawlessness is quite accurate. I also think the men demanding sex in return for work/protection is quite accurate. God knows what I will do since my young attractive days are long gone. I think that might be a good thing mind since young attractive females always seem to be first in the (rape) firing line in any end of the world scenarios. I think i would rather be ignored and unprotected. These types of programs always make me wish I had done some useful career like doctor, nurse, farmer rather than the paper pushing career I did have and which would be bugger all use if society becomes lawless.
I'm reading your updates about Trump. He does seem to be a law into himself now doesn't he. With the budget coming up, the midterms, the clocks changing next week and all the ongoing riots, blockades, SOH carry on, wars things do seem to be 'messy' in every direction. Today my dog was shaking with fear when I put my car through the carwash. He is getting old and I think things that he coped with when younger upset him now. I don't think he would cope well with war. On the plus side he doesn't hear the fireworks anymore so that is a bonus.
I actually dreamt we were are war last night. It was all muddled up as dreams tend to be but it is clearly affecting me.
Think I am feeling quite grateful to be in my fifties now in case anything happens ie if I die or starve then I think well at least I got xx years not like the youngsters. Is that morbid? I don't know.
My amazon firestick stopped working the other day (a wire had come loose) and my first thought was the russians had cut our cables. I had my little radio on for updates. When there was none, I switched on my computer and realised the internet was still working and it was just me having tv problems and not the whole country.
It's funny. I know we are all talking about it and prepping to a degree for it but if I woke up tomorrow to headlines of 'UK first victim of Russia's European War' and they had bombed our electricity grids or something I would still be 'shocked'. Why is that. We are talking about it, thinking about it and yet it still seems quite unbelievable. Is that because I don't want it to be true.
Anyway just a middle aged women rambling on the internet about the impact this is having on me. I did put batteries into my 2nd torch this week so that was 'practical' . I now have 2 battery lamps and 2 torches all working. You have to remember how dark it is outside with no street lights. That always shocks me. You kind of forget when the power goes out it's not just your house, but the street lights as well. Last winter or the one before (I can't remember) the housing estate opposite mine had a power cut for about 7 days. We didn't have it and I was blissfully unaware of it. I don't know what caused it but just goes to show it happens (and that was before all this chaos started).
I think I am going to be really angry at AB if he does not allocate funds to defence in the budget. He is making us sitting ducks.