Can someone help me to feel grateful for what I haven’t something so I can carry on?

[IwishIwasapigeon]

I’m crying outside the garden centre. I am okay for a while and then I just feel like crying and disappearing again. Life just seems so difficult

Hello OP, we are really sorry to hear you are feeling this way.
We hope you don't mind, but when these threads are flagged up to us we usually add a link to our Mental Health resources. You can also go to the Samaritans website or email them on [email protected]. Support from other Mumsnetters is great and we really hope you will be able to take some comfort from your fellow posters, but as other MNers will tell you, it's really a good idea to seek RL help and support as well.💐