I worked on a not for escalation covid ward the second lockdown, it was horrific. It wasnt just elderly people with lots of comorbidities which was already awful enough, it was young, relatively healthy 50 year olds, sent to the ward to die. ITU and crit care were full, decisions made over the vents and nivs daily and people were left, not standing a chance at surviving. People dying with us holding their hands, not their loved ones even though they were in some cases allowed, the fear of the virus and them exposing more family to it stopped people from coming. It was truly heartbreaking every single shift.
I feel now, that the lockdowns were essential, the amount of patients we had was unmanageable, without them, what would we have done?
I have another 20 years of working ahead of me, i hope to god nothing like covid happens again. Very few people saw the very real affects it had on people, and im quite envious of that, i wsh i hadnt witnessed the things i witnessed, and i feel because of that, should we need lockdowns in the future, fewer people would comply. I fully understand it has impacted schooling and mental health, and its a very unfortunate effect, but it kept more people alive. I fully understand how hard it was on elderly already isolated people, but it kept them alive. And surely that is the greater outcome overall?