I’m only 46 but more and more recently I have been thinking and looking forwarc to retirement! I feel terrible as it feels like I am wishing my life away. I hope I can retire from my full time role at 60 and then spend time running my own business which I currently do in addition to full time work. So I would not stop work completely. Also my DCs will be adults then currently they are 10 and 8. Also I hope to have my mortgage paid off. I think I am mostly feeling like it I will feel more ‘free’ free of full time grind, free of the mortgage. Kids hopefully grown up and more independent. Do we all have thoughts like this?