I just feel done.
I'm a student, working full time on placement, two children, single parent, dc is a school refuser and I have to spend up to two hours trying to get her into school each morning. I'm late nearly every day, have to stay late to catch up.
I'm failing at my uni work despite getting a first in my first few assignments. I have a great academic tutor but he can't solve all my problems.
I'm skint. Super skint. Don't know how I'm going to put money in my car to get to work this week. Pay day isn't until 31st. I won't have any money for Christmas as I haven't been able to save.
I don't have any light at the end of the tunnel. With my daughters needs and increasing reluctance to go to school there's just not going to be any way I can go into my chosen career, I'm just not reliable. I'm going to be back in minimum wage admin jobs, not using my potential. Not doing what I love.
I just feel lost. There's no sign of things getting better. There's no help. I'm not entitled to student finance or UC as I'm being paid a bursary by the department of health, and if I leave I have to pay it back.