Just posting to get it off my chest really, the dark thoughts have crept back in the last few nights.
Me and my 2 children are in a refuge because we are homeless, we are 2 weeks in and 17 and a half months away from being rehomed.
I feel like a complete failure to them, my medication for depression isnt even taking the edge off.
If I didnt have them with me I'd no longer be here, I dont know where to turn.
I have no family to ask for help because of my ex who was controlling and abusive, it's all just getting too much for me to cope with